Have you ever wanted to sing just because you’re happy….or catch yourself smiling because you are in this breathtaking place and you’re not sure why you deserve to be there? My relationship with the Lord is on this upswing, I suppose it could be because I’m grateful beyond belief….because though’ I’ve always counted my blessings, now I own a blessing I maybe thought would never be mine. I see God working in my children in small, everyday ways, I feel Him working in me. I still see many areas that need an overhaul and I know I need to continually work on those things, but living my life with God at the helm is a constant reminder that I’m in the right direction, even on those days I mess up.
I think I’ve loved Kevin my whole life…I tease about “pinching myself” but I literally stand in the middle of my yard and gaze all around me and feel a rush of love run through me…I’ll be doing some household chore, look up and see him… and I fall in love all over again, I think he’s beautiful.
We bear baited yesterday and I enjoyed myself so much…riding in the bumpy old Nissan all day…carrying bucket after bucket of bait through the woods over broken down trees (tripping all the while..lol)…moving the big logs on top of the bait…we only did 13 so far but I was tired. He grabs me when I get back to the truck and tells me how good I’m doing…he tells me he loves me and kisses me…when we drive from bait to bait he has his hand on my thigh and says things like “did you ever imagine a year ago you’d be bear baiting?” What I really didn’t imagine is that God actually created a man like Kevin..and more than that…that He created him for me.
I sing because I'm happy...the "twirl around, perma grin" kinda happy.
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